family

Despite a belly that is starting to look like a torpedo, I am still having trouble wrapping the idea around my brain that our family will be growing soon (another HUMAN being no less). It's just been us three the last 10 or so years. I know this will be a drastic to change, but I am SO excited to meet our little girl. I am dying to see what she looks like and how her temperament will be. I am 36 weeks, but feel like she is not coming anytime soon. That's OK though. I am trying to take this time to finish loose ends, but most of all just enjoy my time with Ben as much as possible. My biggest fear, and a main reason we waited to start a family till now, was because Ben and I have such a good/loving relationship. I was always afraid a child would change this. I still have this fear in the back of my mind, but if anything, this pregnancy has brought us even closer than what I could have imagined. I am one lucky lady. I know there will be bumps ahead and probably a steep learning curve, but we got the tools to make it work.

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